What a week.

Oy. I don't even know what to say. I kind of just want to crawl into bed and sleep for days. And possibly cry, but I don't think tears would come if I tried. I just feel like I'd feel better if I cried. Not that there's anything to really cry about. I just want to. I'm being really vague and rambling. Sorry.

I don't know if it's because spring break was last week and I have spring fever now or what, but this was the longest week ever. I'm so tired of school. I don't really mind it in general, it's just getting really old. I need something different.

But not this. I didn't ask for this. I never wanted you to start talking to me and I never wanted this. And I'm not used to having to deal with this. I'd rather go back to being invisible again, please.

The bright side is that I'm going to go out for breakfast and to see Alice in Wonderland with my favorite girls in the morning. Maybe pancakes and a movie will make me feel better. Too bad it won't make this all go away.